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Alia's avatar

There is a Tressie McMillan-Cottom quote that I want a needlepoint sampler of on my wall: “when I say that I am ugly, I am not internalizing society’s assessment of me. I am naming what has been done to me and who did it.”

Unfortunately, despite all the exhortations of “body positivity” we don’t get to decide how hot we are in a society that is constantly informing us of how hot it considers us. I know that I am “an ugly person” in the eyes of the straight male industrial complex and the world of “beauty.” I don’t necessarily agree, but it is what it is. I have a great body, but a weird face. I’m “Isabella Blow ugly” (it’s interesting that all beautiful women look so much alike, but there are so many different genres of ugly.) When I was young, I could pass as “cute”, but I’m 50 (at the age of 45, almost on the dot, men made it clear I was officially unfuckable.)

It’s become a joke now that I post pictures of my “sexy” outfits “so women and gay men can tell me how great I look and straight men can recoil in horror.”

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Samantha Patterson's avatar

I had a conversation with an open, honest gender neutral friend once, and I was talking about how I feel hot… but when I look at pictures or in the mirror I often wonder if I actually appear attractive to others… and they said that I’m not “magazine hot,” but I’m def attractive and my vibe is very hot. And I actually like that. I don’t consider myself to be highly conventionally attractive, but I carry a hot vibe. Works for me. ;)

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